Idea: (note the information I have is not the silly stuff I post to the list)

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I have information on criminal operations but was abused giving me dissociative flashbacks when I try to convey it to authorities.  Similarly, I avoid therapists who could help me.  When I am hospitalized, there is no therapist, nobody to talk to about these things.  Please, talk with me about what I experienced.  If I don't respond with excitement and keep talking with you until we reach authorities, then either out communications are being intercepted or I am having another dissociative flashback.