9 Jun
2022
9 Jun
'22
8:38 a.m.
pre-whm after my last inhibition burst, it's hard to even think of taking a cold shower (or anything else, really). my muscles clench, things stop. i'm spending my time planning taking a _warm_ or _hot_ shower. something commonly considered relaxing and comfortable. and then a cold shower for just 1-15 seconds! maybe 1-10! _maybe only 1 second_. 1 second is not hard. and i could eat food :)