30 Jun
2023
30 Jun
'23
10:37 p.m.
-- i did think about my amnesia a little bit, hard to engage some; kind of a habit part of me learned in order to meet the stuff going on; i don't remmeber well sometimes/often one of the things that is discussed is not really directly relevant to me, but can still be useful if i think of one of my parts as holding one of the missing roles i was thinking of how the experience was kind of like a covert cult recruitment [danger label :(] we went throug a process of recruitment and then a process of forgetting the recruitment, and there i am tagging along with determined desire to put things on a blockchain, for years and years and years. i'm mostly now a spinout from that, holding those two intense urges