10 May
2023
10 May
'23
5:47 p.m.
one of my fears around "doing something right" is that when i spend too long without producing something useful i can have a sudden cognitive change and lose the progress. i've lost so many huge projects over the years. so it can be nicer for me to contribute a small thing publicly than to work on a big thing privately, because then i can see a result. it gets inhibited faster though.