thanks for telling me i am in a safe place
i actually use these ways of writing on purpose - i think language is alive and it changes like you and i - so i see the future english language use as different than now but i use some of its aspects now such as the use of numbers in words etc - if you have seen any future depictions of written language it is usually full of symbols letters and numbers (like code) - even just squares - i just try to open pathways for such things in different arenas and i dont see things as 'real' or unreal in the way that you do