Re: [ot][wrong] another day of crazy rambling

While mourning causing harm, I was able to form conscious logic that my brain was likely hacked. This sounds silly but is very real. What does it mean to have a brain hacked? It means a system that learns how you respond to some influences, can design those influences in ways that produce responses it chooses. Spending time in conflict with such a system, produces for me a trauma- and trance- like pattern in one's mind, that defends the produced responses on its own, and intelligently guides them.