On Mon, Jul 15, 2019 at 2:14 AM Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
M, S, a, J, et al, I am still alive, but almost gave up and gone this time with an insane physical and the most devasting emotional pain that I could only imagine for several different reasons.
D'oh, sorry! I've sent the message without review it. I was trying to say: M, S, a, J, et al, I am still alive and love each one of you sincerely, but almost gave up and gone away this time with the insane physical suffering and the most devasting emotional pain that I already felt. I could imagine a so severe hurting for different reasons, like my dear ones' death, but not for love. I do really want to kick the buttocks of the guy who said "Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional." Vaffanculo, testa de di cazzo maledetto!! I never had an option. Always it was suffering with my death or suffering without my death, jerk.