experimentee and traffick boss go to the caring for closest friends table Caring For Closest Friends Table "If Things Are Unfamiliar Or If I Even Imagine Being Angry, I Know I've Found My Closest Friend" they sit experimentee: "why were so you horrible in the business?" traffick boss stares at experimentee. a lot has changed since experimentee forced traffick boss to come to the reconstructed utopia [after they killed somebody there and everybody fled]. but suddenly his memory gets a little foggy, and he shakes his head a little. maybe not that much has changed. a pause. traffick boss: "i used to cry to cover up how horrible a person i am." traffick boss: "i've always been a horrible person. i guess i just accepted it." experimentee looks at traffick boss. this was a new thing for him to say. farmer: "you're not a horrible person!" traffick boss looks at farmer as if he is new to reality. a pause experimentee: "it's enticing, to hear you say that." experimentee: "it's something we said, over and over again, very fervently." experimentee looks at traffick boss. experimentee: "but it's not enough."