On Sun, Jul 20, 2025 at 10:04 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I did not want to spam this list nor engage conflict.
I have untreated DID from covert adult organized abuse that engineered a part of me that tries to destroy communities in sadistic and sociopathic ways.. This happened via firmware-level compromises to my devices, gang- cult- troll- and/or crime-ring -like activities, misbehaving communications infrastructure, and government authorities, together, and may have been orchestrated with AI.
I still, after a decade, do not mean to be posting here. It gives me emotional relief from internal turmoil to tax this list.
I recognize the list has significant capacity for normal troll-like posts (not those designed for powerful harm).
I need treatment for DID. This is reachable. It is slow. The more one learns about it, the faster it goes. Most psychiatric disorders are better treated as trauma disorders. Healing stories helps us resist rather than ignore organized mass destruction of us. Psychiatric treatments are still helpful. The harm spreads via negativity -- terror, anger, severe pain, deception. Experiencing and spreading less of this more and more helps everyone. We need comfort, safety, familiarity, and shared power.