11 Sep
2025
11 Sep
'25
1:16 p.m.
I’m sad because I don’t remember how to get an apartment
I’d like a place to stay near the theft so I can safely sort out my involvement
introject sees apartments as bad
wants to hurt and torture, perverse grin
a difficult space would open up maybe, where there’s terror and a small handful of extremely disorienting but somewhat simple-sounding needs
discouraging that gemini wants me to recover to act on world responsibilities, professionals say recovery takes 3 years
Lets be a perpetrator, maybe an introject Say you act on tension by limiting the people who might help you. Tense.