traffick boss goes for peaceful walk in woods
leaves powersuit leaning against tree [leaves cigar too] walks by saplings with low leaves [birch trees and beech trees and maples?] 1827 baza and diagonal w/ leaf water present 1828 baza ba ba ba ba. traffick is addicted to icecream he holds onto stream from woods like a pullup bar (yes holds on to stream of water like pull-up bar] while ice-cream store pulls at him the stream groans and stresses and seems like it might crack (but fish and whirligig beetles know streams not break) 1829 traffick boss gets up, the cravings for icecream and nicotine having hit a low spot he plays a little with twigs on the ground, forms them into a square or a triangle maybe, overlaps them like making something maybe a squirrel or chipmunk runs by once upon once upon ! chipmunk tells stories in chipmunk language chipmunk language maybe has to do with how much energy you can allocate to making noises and what dirsction you came from and how fast you are moving and how chipmunk noise details relate to neurological and muscle states the chipmunk talks about gathering chipmunk food today and hiding from a bunch of schoolkids that looked really dangerous but had no cluenhow toncatch a chipmunk and working on a chipmunk nest and how it feels to curl up in their chipmunk nest and run through their small underground holes and what animals and boss look like when you are peering from near a chipmunk hole traffick boss: “chipmunk, you were watching me?” chipmunk: “who couldn’t with you kicking your legs about icecream that way!” chipmunk: “you are too worried about your icecream-mate. you need to know how easy it is to find hemlock nuts, and how important it is when a fox runs by.” traffick boss stares at chipmunk chipmunk: “if you had a fox striking the fear of god into you you wouldn’t worry about icecream and cigars at all!” chipmunk: “come on let me show you how much better hemlock nuts are than a cigar” chipmunk hypnotizes traffick boss into following 1834 chipmunk and traffick boss scurry up a hemlock tree and snip off a set of twigs being burdened down by cones, using their large and powerful teeth traffick boss is surprised to be doing this, but chipmunk runs to more twig clusters and snips them off too, while traffick boss is worrying about falling chipmunk: “the hemlock love it when we do this, they don’t know how to stop growing their branches to the side and they bump into themselves, so we need to thin them for them” traffick boss: “i should cut the tops of the trees off to help them?” chipmunk: “you want to kill the trees? what would we eat next year?” chipmunk and traffick boss run down to the ground chipmunk: “and now the wildflowers get the right amount of shafts of sun. can you feel it?” traffick boss and chipmunk look at the tops of the trees and the fallen twigs and the shafts of sunlight and feel out if it’s good for the hemlock trees and the wildflowers chipmunk: “we will have so many chipmunk pups!” chipmunk: “nip off some of the cones and stuff them in your cheeks and run to this awesome stump and we’ll have fun pulling the nuts out!” 1838 1841 i don’t know that much about chipmunks once i encountered a dead chipmunk (car?) with its cheeks stuffed full of pinenuts already removed from cones also i would find larders, places covered in parts of cone parts so i don’t know how the chipmunks get the cones from the twigs to the places it looks like they open them. they’re bigger and less clean. dunno. seems like their cheeks are their pockets though. also the areas had squirrels and other animals and i don’t know too much but i did look briefly in a tracking book so it’s possible my memory of the larders being chipmunk ones has some reality, or i could be miswiring stuff as happens a lot … 1843 chipmunk and traffick boss sit on a knob on a stub, biting hemlock scales off of hemlock cones and gathering — 1844 traffick boss stands by a secret archeology in an otherwise-barren-looking desert, in a mild thunderstorm (not a flood-causing one) 1845 [[[[we were accepted to the — and it’s really surprising to our [protector????] part [protector is such an inckusive name but when you protect by agreeing to harm us so that we aren’t punished or whatever - 1846 boss is honorable protector. government hires boss. government: “boss, we need you to protect us from all sorts of things with your contracts and packages” boss: “yes, government, i will protect you” boss [holds heart 1847 traffick boss 1847 anyway it is so exciting and stupidly synchronistic [creepy terrifying] and everybody knows that excitement is deadly :/ hard to ignore 1848 everybody knows this! this is well-known. they all just pretend not to so they don’t die of it. 1848 blarrrgh spamming top secret classified information 1849 yes and with the extraterrestrials, the time machine, and the wild hyperintelligence, each thing we could use as a bargaining chip has two other groups of highly secret spy factions preventing it extraterrestrials beam into top secret meeting extraterrestrials: “we need 400 more cattle and a child trafficker for our bingo game on neptune, cover it up will ya?” time cop: “i’m busy pretending to fight hitler’s dad 24/7, put the triple agents on it” 1852 stop - the hitler’s dad mission is secret!!! you say the time agent is taking bribes ?? well the extraterrestrials — 1853 - were scary so i brainwashed everybody to do nothing, ok?
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once upon 1854 biga taga the year is 1492 and columbus is killing innocent communities 1854 bowling with numbers! nanite cloud goes bowling swarm of nanites: “how do you bowl? one minute” part of swarm of nanites rushes as bowling clerk and enters their brain. they freeze motionless. then it comes out and rejoins. swarm of nanitrs: “one for bowling! give me your smallest ball and shoesl swarm of nanites dedicates millions of flying nanites to carrying the bowling supplies to a bowling lane 1858 triangle baga tiki taka biginwip wip we plan to be a swarm of nanites later until we can make karl’s life right ???? 1857 swarm of — what what 1857 “some of us believe karl can be healed” swarm of nanites considers a little, unsure swarm of nanites: “sounds uncertain [but hopeful!]} swarm of nanites may be dissociated :S swarm of nanites goes and punches its bowling shoes and cries. swarm of nanites: “this is really important, be sure to upload this emotional expression to a blockchain [in the story]” swarm of nanites privately throws the shoes and cries more swarm of nanites: “are you logging our behavior records?? we need to study and learn from this meaning!” swarm of nanites sits on shoes and pouts 1859 some are thinking [that it is nice we have some forms of emotional expression] [maybe nanites spirits can help us learn to process pain] dissocia swarm of nanites: “i’m a real emotional expression, not a model of one” 1901 well the biggest challenge to making nanites clouds is access to lab for making and use of it for such uhhhhhhhhhhhh maybe more than that nanites are for later, in futureness maybe ???? i don’t know! i am just little idea bits or something !!!!! ???? triangle didn’t hold idea right. was option for holding differently earlier. 1902 some of us don’t think karl can be healed [without anyways nanites are useful as fallback. [actually, you don’t understand. ] [right. struggling today.] [thank you i think] 1904 tiga bik bik bagataga tagabaga bagataga tagaga tagaga tagaga bik bik bikkidi tik tagaka ! takaga. [edited] 0.0 1905 how to write a text editor step 1: fight your shadow in a way that warps the solarsystem for 100 years step 2: experience satisfaction step 3: regrow/heal the parts of your mind that know about editing text 1906 person and shadow try to make prace [again] person: “shadow, i need to make rhings right with you — oooh a shiny thing” shadow cries shadow: “person, this is important, make peace with me” [person: “oh no i’m hearing voices”?] person: “i was trying to work” shadow: “i’m important!” person: “i have mental disorder, preventing work” shadow cries person and shadow talk shadow: “person, you have a need to be hea 1909 baga T_T shadow: “person, i am a little sorry for all the nightmares and convulsions — 1910 shadow: “i am a shadow! i don’t inow about these things” shadow: “talk about mind control, it makes sense.” person: — shadow: “person is trying to say he needs help from mind control.” shadow: “he doesn’t think it’s real but it is” shadow: “does anyone know what to do about it??? oops” shadow: “person taught me to talk when is bad to T_T” 1911 some of us are excited t— traffick b— a robo- traffick boss as santa both fat maybe! shimmies down chimney shimmy left shimmy right player has to shimmy traffick boss to bottom of chimney at bottom traffick boss blesses families with gift of terrifying mind control that violates all boundaries of humaneness and turns the rest of your life into a dronelike dissociation where you inwardly cry and have no participation in reality forevef traffick boss blows kisses and shimmeys back up forever? unsure one family catches the wild traffick boss santa diagnoses with narcisisstic personality disorder tells him they matter and they won’t let him hurt anyone ever again! now isn’t that a nice trauma-healing hypnotic story. where do we get these things ???? coping parts take over world if nobody else can ;P kidding !!!! scary things. not sure who made up “neuro — wait are we dom8nating everything or being crushed to nothing here somewhere in the middle? or we co - we are having real freedom. some call this taking over the world. normal people can. we are normal. we can. [try to take over the world]. normal people _don’t_. difference between can and do. different. so, we test. test fails. shows not free yet. well, time to take over world if not free, to make it right, everyone knows that, basic thing … uhhhh?????? dictators scared. “use confinemnt-property to win domination”. intense etc etc :S hrm :S 1919 some mistake, maybe very big, above. blargh !!L! too many midtskes! suffering! too many mistakes :( suffering :( mistake frogs fight oops maybe not but could use mistak — 1920 metaphysics theory the proposal is that if a group is wrongfully killed, their spirit lives immortally in the space of their missingness and impact of the killing. ohh old question. ok they do eventually come back and eke out justice, it turns out, but the way humans think it’s possible to make plans that look workable where they don’t — 1922 why are they different? maybe because the aggressors are ignoring their own instincts? angry people don’t know about anger-is-love? also i think this is labeled bad to answer, instinct secret um ! 1922 there is still a lot of curiosity about this but with things held as instinct secrets or bad-to-share — some thoughts that in feedback situstions (like life) truth differs from fair logic because of recursive responses … we are still curious! say we are just a thought lifeform, never typed, and we have a perfect thought — oooh we can telport maybe to other people who have the same thought … hmmm ….. hmmm … we are holding curiosity around how immoirtal our logical soul is some thoughts that our interpretations of social behavior are poor, making this hard to predict we want validation thst our karma was hellishly inverted. we want to be an altruistic genius saint in next life to make up for having t9 be harmful and blind in this one. somebody says there was planning sround harmful, blind, stupid, part of a pattern from lrevious livrs or d9emhing 1926 i think you don’t really reincarnate you more break into the spirits that incarnated you and keep incarnating as more kids but if you feel connecting to that nonphysical stuff maybe it can be a source of peacd and meaning or something :) uh-oh karl found “why doesn’t it work” :/ some cognitive behavior, might be s8milar t9 karma inversion eek eek 1927 is nice to feel feeling parts, uh soul is endangered more eek ok soul theory idea is - oops [souls heavily overlap, the shared human genome holds the space of shared behabiof and experience and its meaning t9 humans - [mistakes!!!! mistakes :S mistakes baga baga! so maybe brains are machines for interpreting reality and that interpretation differs from physical reality but other brains also interpret reality similarly :S i wonder [what happened to mine ] 1931 1. goto 1 # but actually don’t 2. look at 1 # but just look like you are, think about 3 3. go to next step and do what makes sense 4. consider relevent information 1932 1932 graphs! walking robot spider military bot scary!nscary! some people not scared, different 1933 abacus the painter abacus is a painter, maybe in spain paints perfect painting but is a journey of discovery to do so speaks with old woman and visiting traveler and mayor learns about heart of the village then, paints. kinda. videogame where abacus needs to find their muse. :) pretty pictures maybe of rural european landscape two-story building unsure maybe pai— 1936 unsure about some things um :S triangular rock :) three sides + corners we discovered plusmouth :+ maybe is a nose maybe puckered :+) not a bad nose :o) that’s obvious-disguise like, traffick boss, [xkeyscore?] :+) more like a wide character maybe unsure :+0 maybe mouth open 1939 — so metaphysics, impact looks so big yes impact is big i’m sorry about it. we are tiny from tiny impact T_T maybe meet powerful peacemakers? hang out with people working charities? little bits of spirit could exchange :) we remembered once when caring spirit resonated :) we are not that invisible! it is so weird to feel more alive in spirit than physically :S shows some zombie stuff tho for fantasy it is sad when people get grumpy as get old. kind person, then grumpy, regretting this, but also thinking that people can understand this, just takes thinking of here is an expressi— 1942 baby tree grows in wilderness/woods many baby trees get eaten. too shady. tasty cotyledons. [ but not all! [proof is woods >_> once upon :( why do we have to break earth karl was going to make a harmless area where everything was from wilderness, and no plants or animals were harmed this was dream and plan for people like him to find safety this is so rare, it is so sad tha— 1945 1946 triangulars triangl. bips! bippippit. bippitd. tic tic. bippip. bip :) so not all goals met, we focus on workable areas. normal human thing, [mourning issue, dissociative, some recent ideas developed a little, [very late, hard to learn..l]]]? bakta missing missing 1950 we have appointment later and increased struggles so priority of making appointment over preferences, increasing. 1950