1 Jun
2023
1 Jun
'23
11:42 p.m.
i’m not sure how much to pursue the new-pleasant idea of local buddhist meditation both of the ideas are basicslly things i haven’t been able to do for a long time i’m thinking the value of the academy was that it had oursuability and represented a significant step upward and forward regarding the kind of life i have it’s a nice idea: but if i want to use my knowledge and intellect to be accepted to a graduate school without an undergrad degree, i need to talk confidently about myself, and place myself on even footing with their best applicants it’s a really nice idea! and i don’t want to lie and think so negatively! it’s so confusing!