I received a reply to an email sent with this name, to the name "k". Raises more interestingness.

I might put this goal on hold to recover. It is expressed in an aggressive way, showing it's not fully developed, but it's quite important.

Two years ago I was outdoors. Last year I was indoors. This year and the end of last year I've been outdoors some, but many of my activities of life outdoors aren't happening.

Time.

After some time in a hospital, I really decided it would be much nicer to be dying homeless than trapped and influenced in those ways. There is so much life in the real world. Meaning for everyone.

But like a child, you still have to escape, somehow.