[thread:personal] EXPLANATION OF THIS THREAD I struggle cognitively sometimes, where I can barely hold thoughts I choose at all. Triangles and triangle-drawing code is something I've practiced holding, through many rough psychological experiences, sometimes through many days. Because in my teenage years I did 3D computer graphics, where a triangle is the basic building block, and I used to use visualization a lot to handle mathematical things. Part of it is an attempt to do _more_ than just triangle, however. I stabilised the triangle concept for years, when it seemed to me it was against all odds. I wanted to more than this, but that was hard. Time to stabilise more than just a triangle. Even if only a little. ---- Sustaining the drawing of triangles is a way for me to remember that there is consistency in the world. This can be very hard for me sometimes.