Karl, follow coderman's advice and be nicer with yourself.

Your brain can run Java Script and have some bugs in this moment, but you can code a better destiny for you, learn another languages, appreciate different coding styles and cute useful codes...  Say "Hello World!" and go on, live your life!!!  <3

In last case, please do _not_ give up, just try the "full stack overflow" until you feel better, okay?  Sounds so "powerful", doesn't it?  :)

Take your time for healing.  Be well, please.  <3