
31 Mar
2025
31 Mar
'25
12:23 p.m.
so some of the criticism energy around/inside me atm releates to things that are technologically soudn and real, vs those that are not
i spend a lot of time these years engaging technological fantasy, because part of me has worked very very hard to prevent me having skills and effectiveness. the fantasy is nicer and more helpful -- it lets me defend part of my skillset so long as i don't use it
but i do try to do real things to, i just have to kind of approach it sneakily and keep it small and rare and uncertain