On Thu, Jul 11, 2019 at 9:51 PM rooty
Stop taunting he already scared own shadow omg. Luv you ci ci
-------- Original Message -------- On Jul 11, 2019, 5:42 PM, Razer < g2s@riseup.net> wrote:
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"ci ci is pretty sick sick" and very hurt at this moment, but loves you too, my little bot rooty cutie pie. Thank you for worrying about Ryan's mental, psychological, and physical health. I don't know him, we are not friends, but his suffering is visible and it's sweet of you to show some compassion and support to a person in need. It's his cry for help and I don't know how to help him. Well , Razer ... This song is pretty scary but beautiful and interesting at the same time, my dear beloved. Thank you very much for sharing this little treasure with the list! <3 I also love you, even when you prefer to send kisses only to Juan, hahaha!! I confess I felt a little bit jealous, but it is impossible to compete with him: he is always much more charming than me, hahahaha... ;D My dearest pumpkin grarpamp, I loved the music but not much the joke about Naruto run... It's a bit strange, but Naruto's running was scientifically already proved as very efficient. Wow, man, it 's tricky, you know, hahaha!!! ;D Juan, I know you do not care about my opinion, but I do trust and respect Greg and Riad. Seriously, they are very brave, kind, and patient. Real CypherPunks, my love. M, S, a, J, et al, I am still alive, but almost gave up and gone this time with an insane physical and the most devasting emotional pain that I could only imagine for several different reasons. Two new surgeries next week. Being honest, something already died inside me, and it was one of my best, my dearest qualities. I will miss my lost innocence, some of my dearest dreams, and my most sincere hopes about part of humanity. My heart is broken and I am hurt. Well, I will need to take some time for healing and finally, feel better. In this meanwhile, you all can summon my big bad bro, LooLoo. Lucifer is - pretty obviously! - a lawyer too. Much better than me, but has curious theories about religions. He does believe in God and says he saw His/Her face in person, shining in absolute splendor, and talking to him. Well, some people say it's true faith. I call "schizophrenia" or "mental dementia"... :P ============ Just an excerpt from "Crying For Help" lyrics... "I wandered around The streets of this town Trying to find sense in it all The rain on my face It covers the trace Of all the tears I've had to waste Why must we hide emotions? Why must we never break down and cry? All that I need Is to cry for help Somebody please hear me Cry for help All I can do" Is cry for help No need to feel ashamed Release the pain Cry for help" ========== But my broken heart is singing this song in the last days... https://youtu.be/52nfjRzIaj8 "Don't wanna to give my heart away To another stranger Or let another day begin Won't even let the sunlight in No, I'll never love again I'll never love again, ooh..."