5 Oct
2023
5 Oct
'23
11:39 p.m.
---------- life as a too-dissociated experience eventually comes down to a primary pair of challenges: 1. accurately and fairly judging or choosing things 2. acting effectively on these judgements and choices usually #1 is driven by the tiny areas of #2 that are available [and i find ways to move the spaces available to #2 here and there to direct my life at larger scale a little] as i get more practice doing hard things, but {}{} --- -- anyway, the idea of holding 1 and 2 together seems interesting, and some things have succeeded in response to practice (although a strong rep atm is reporting this unlikely to succeed here). sometimes i can really force #1 out around a topic of choice, but when bl