I have kind of hyperparanoia a lot. I'm generally always scared.
Right now somebody has me the ability to remove me and revevilgod from this list. I use the list for coping mechanisms, and I feel pretty bad when experiencing harm. I really want to get along with everybody.
My first stop-gap is generally just to stop and pause. If I get unsubscribed, I can always resubscribe later.
This is maybe another reason people keep their addresses anonymous.
I'm imagining having angered something out there, with my network probing behavior. I'm not sure how to hold that.
I'm a very slow person. It can sometimes take me hours to move across an indoor room, due to my issues.