[[i was obviously relying on taking advantage of greg's kindness.
the new hosts seem to be kindly keeping the list up.

[--dropped message oops ow

[[ahhhhhhhh ummm ahhhhhhh oop

well

i wonder what it is like when communitu disrupters participate in or during a death
i think in the military they celebrate death of enemies; people in military corps may be veterans
but in most communities death breaks down barriers
maybe that's part of the disparity

i exchanged a private mrssage with somebody on the list about somebody else and they responded volatilely, assuming this othet person was bad and to harm them

but i have a weird mitm, it's all very complicated, and it seems my people are familiar with death which is backed by what i've learned about people that cause my disorder