How about the other "Cecilias Tanakas" and the pics you've in private to me asking me if it was me, if I was celebrating with my parents, my whole family...  You did ask about my mom's apparence.  Do you remember now?  Not my family, I would never post my family pics on Facebook and never did it in my few years there.

My account was deleted more than an year and almost half ago, after understanding how much I needed to say goodbye to Aleph and other dead friends.  I was not a slave of FB, of this company, but of my own memories of my past, happy laughs, sad stories, professional cute contacts, couch surfing, hackerspaces, events in the whole world...  Amazingly creative people!  <3

I survived to death 5 times, Zenaan.  The last one because I had to physically fight for living and I was very hurt, so tired of everything, but living it was more important.  It's really repugnant the idea of hurting someone, but I decided to learn better this kind of radical things to keep protected my loved ones. I do not care about me, but about those who I love...  

Well, I am avoiding virtual contacts with some good people because I know I can be tracked and I am not smart enough to protect them sufficiently.  It hurts me a lot. In some cases, I just wanted to say "I love you" and hug them, really feel their bodies warmer and relaxed between my arms.