On Jun 22, 2016 7:16 PM, "juan" <juan.g71@gmail.com> wrote:
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> Wow. Are you begging those shitbags, and promising to be an obedient sheep? Disgusting.
I don't know Boyce, Juan. He certainly doesn't know me too. Also you, my dear.
I have no much pride. I don't care about "begging", if the reasons are important for me and other persons.
I want to learn more about Tor Project and I want to do it using my real name and this personal account, because I use it for mailing and discussion lists. I have lots of accounts, but this is the public one, the less important account.
I hate moderation, but I was and I am moderator in several lists, because I am considered transparent and everybody can contact me easily, Juan.
My personal convictions about avoiding moderation at any cost, in a recent past, had a really negative impact in one of the lists that I used to moderate. A poisounous guy made a real chaos in the discuss list.
It was a disaster because I knowed him in person and everybody knows I really liked him a lot. I wrote several advertising messages before put him in moderated mode. I never banned a person and he was the only person that I put under moderation until now.
After being advertised about the moderation, he left a much more than 2.000 persons list, who always said "love too much", and offended me in several personal channels, including cell phone and messengers. I received dozens of cruel messages telling about my friends' impressions about me.
After his disgusting messages for me, I was completely sure that I was right choosing to moderate him and his destructive e-mails. I was protecting the readers of the list, Juan. It was a proof of consideration and respect, not censure.
A moderator can be an injust person and I already was victim of it several times, but the moderator role in all the lists is protecting them and their members. I am a moderator and already was under moderation. I know both positions.
If you want, I can send all the references in private. You will discover that I know censure and harassment in a very intimate way, Juan. Lots of lovely traums to haunt me all the nights, my dear...
Cecilia