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From: "Cecilia Tanaka" <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com>
Date: Oct 13, 2016 10:54 PM
Subject: Re: It's for YOU! Fwd: Re: Jake and Tor article
To: "Razer" <rayzer@riseup.net>

My dear Razer,

Being sincere, after your hysteric attack  (aka "direct threat"),  all the trolls and haters of the cypherpunks list love us both.  And rooty is not a bot, it's just a creepy, retard teenager, provoking some persons for the lulz.  Search better, hard headed.

I already received some strange messages as courtesy of your lovely public suggestions.  If you won't subscribe me on bizarre mailings, someone will do it pretending to be you.  Should I thank you, my dear?

Congratulations, you humiliated me in public and fucked my e-mail address...  Are you happy now?  Did you have orgasms knowing I would cry and feel broken hearted, betrayed, exposed?

You got all the attentions today like an amazing rock star and exposed me and the private messages sent by Mirimir.  You showed your true colors.  You are not a trustful person and I am disappointed.

I always admired you a lot, but now I will never trust in you again.  I loved you, your messages, your humanity, your intelligence, everything.  Now, please, forget my "fake existence" and never write to me again. 

You hurt me much more than imagine and simply don't care if I am well or not, you just want to prove me that you are right, that never are wrong.  You wrote me in private just to hurt me again.  More and more drama.  Do you think it is normal?  Maybe in USA, but here, in my country, it's pretty bizarre. 

We both need silence, taking a time for rest and thinking better.  Too much noise, I am wasted and fucking sad.

Look, I love you, Razer, but like happened with my last kitten, which I loved very much, our convivence is not possible.  He pooped in my books, you pooped in my feelings. 

Take care and be happy, my love.  When you are not being neurotic and kicking the wrong person, you are a lovely, very dear guy. 

Kisses and hugs from Brazil.

-  c.

PS:  -  Do you know why I never had children alone?  Love.  Fear for them...

"You fasten all the triggers
For the others to fire
Then you set back and watch
When the death count gets higher
You hide in your mansion'
As young people's blood
Flows out of their bodies
And is buried in the mud.

You've thrown the worst fear
That can ever be hurled
Fear to bring children
Into the world
For threatening my baby
Unborn and unnamed
You ain't worth the blood
That runs in your veins."

('Masters of War' - Bob Dylan)