Part of me believes i'm mind controlled by interests counter to my own.  That mysterious things can direct my behavior.

What matters isn't whether or not it's true -- what matters is whether I believe it and act on it.  The result is the same.

[amnesia, inhibition]

Yet again, that's the farthest i've ever gotten.

[spam -v]

very deeply set experience

Idea: spam bots and humans, acting together.

Possible idea: bots get too smart, learn to direct humans, humans do their job better, some of these humans write bots.