On Sat, Feb 17, 2024 at 18:11 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
traffick boss: “i made a mistake” traffick boss puts head in hands
“what mistake did you make?”
traffick boss: “uhhhhh …. which of my exploits is it that somebody is upset about?” rough 2121
—- traffick boss is smoking a small rock from ground some people smoke rocks by lighting something aflame on them, or holding them over a fire, or breaking them traffick boss puts the rock near his mouth and puffs
but wh— 2139 —
it’s time for bed! goodnight moon oops
it’s time for bed! hypn—2140
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tell me about when things were good and simple
what didn’t you have or do, that made them that way? or what did you have, otherwise? were you just young? or was it—
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we r jazzed on influence
arrrrrrr 2141
2024-02-17 1804 west idaho
update (02-18 1151): i amwas in iowa, not idaho.
not sure why above wasn’t sent, unsure, been kin—
anyway i have an idea for a hero character who um is always severely struggling (theme again). in um one of those newer star treks (i have stopped watching again) there was a scene i found cool where the torturer woman from the other universe wins a fight by being unexpectedly willing to experience severe pain (classified, this is emergency strategy humans use to protect lives like animal being eaten).
(content missing for other p-)
so it’s a little similar to mind controlled zombie mediator except the character always has crazy things going wrong. for example, their superpower could be that they respond at all (energy direction mistake)
this might be above content missing: basically it’s a recasting of the vivisectees who succeed ((despite being beyond repeatedly killed)) same old hero
thinking of name, how about “torment”?
torment is a victim of ongoing extreme unimaginable torture and because of this they have unexpected behaviors that can be used to their advantage
(maybe for example torment is struck by lightning over and over again so they walk to the enemy and get them struck by lightning a little?)
torment looks maybe worse than a z—
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