27 Dec
2022
27 Dec
'22
12:10 a.m.
there seems to be some form of "energy", maybe kind of like small feedback loops that can be held and repurposed for other actions by dissociated parts .. i accidentally gave a bad part some of this ... the energy is associated with conscious focus, so sometimes i try to use skilled areas to redirect it. when there's experience it can more easily pull the behavior in. the bits seem to associate with contexts and parts of experience, so sometimes a key is to find areas i have skill with that the other bit did not associate with. it kind of seems like it has existing associations it can retain, and then might have to quickly grab in things it finds useful when it enters something like this, i could be quite wrong.