Re: [ot][personal] talk with ai or self

when i imagine visiting my mother (and note it is far too early in the day to do so appropriately, it’s significantly before sunrise), a state of mind develops that dissociates me so that i have difficulty leaving i imagine things to plan for them, so i do need my imagination to be similar to reality, and will use different ways to imagine things if that changes. i also need to be able to imagine visiting my mother briefly, without crashing on her couch and dissociating from my body, as in that state of mind i often don’t move for days and days.