14 Sep
2023
14 Sep
'23
5:49 a.m.
there's concern that thinking about / comprehending proofy things could make me stupider my experience is that, due to dissociative harm, this can happen, but that it is also the only way to get smarter but i suppose i do have more chess games to try to play (i've started losing every single one. i've stopped playing multiplayer, instead doing puzzles.)