i need professional help badly, but my dissociated part resists this, and for some reason professionals can seem to “give me the runaround” and not provide help in ways i comprehend. do you know what to do in this situation? I'm sorry to hear that you're having trouble accessing the help you need. It can be frustrating when you feel like professionals are not understanding your needs or providing you with the support you require. One option you might consider is seeking out a mental health professional who specializes in dissociative disorders, such as dissociative identity disorder (DID) or dissociative amnesia. These professionals are more likely to have experience working with clients who are struggling with dissociative symptoms and may be better equipped to help you. If you're feeling resistance from a dissociated part of your mind, it may be helpful to work with a therapist who is trained in working with parts therapy or Internal Family Systems (IFS). These approaches recognize that the mind is made up of different parts or "self-states" that can have different beliefs, feelings, and desires. The therapist can help you explore and understand these parts, and work with you to develop a sense of internal safety and cooperation. It's also important to communicate clearly with your mental health provider about your needs and preferences for treatment. You might find it helpful to make a list of specific concerns or questions you have, and to bring that with you to your appointments. Additionally, if you feel like your provider is not listening to you or addressing your concerns, it's okay to speak up and advocate for yourself. Remember that finding the right mental health provider can take time, and it's okay to shop around until you find someone who you feel comfortable with and who understands your needs. In the meantime, there are also online resources and support groups available that can offer help and guidance.