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my brain is very strongly binding to new habits.
i never [learned well to live indoors?] and living outdoors takes practice and experience and extensive extensive time to do with ease and wellness
this leaves me in a situation where my life plan of being outdoors is very hard to reach because my habits are binding so strongly to what i do; and i live without skill, in a mess with gross things and injuries
to be more clear about the new habits, i started going through a cognitive change where new habits last for a very long time and are very hard to change
it is so sad to be forced indoors at such a time. it has a huge huge impact.