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ummm so .... it looks like um ... traffick boss is a powerful sex offender who didn't want to be implicated so he set up entire modes of therapy, by working with other offenders and funding marketers and lobbyists (_in the real world_) that all turned blame away from him, and toward victims [...]
and there remain many people aware of this who are fighting and giving
successful therapy
and basically you have to find these people if you want to actually
heal from trauma nowadays [:S ...]
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3:13 PM (2 hours ago)
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many mistakes present :(
but of course ; ... } ...
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On Thu, Mar 21, 2024 at 3:12 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
wrote: ummm so .... it looks like um ... traffick boss is a powerful sex offender who didn't want to be implicated so he set up entire modes of therapy, by working with other offenders and funding marketers and lobbyists (_in the real world_) that all turned blame away from him, and toward victims [...]
and there remain many people aware of this who are fighting and giving successful therapy
and basically you have to find these people if you want to actually heal from trauma nowadays [:S ...]
because everyone else is being confused by the ... uh .. overwhelming
and loud messages from [the various organizations including big pharma
that are pushing messages that deny people [real heartfelt empathic
care ... [;s ...
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a couple attendees expressed that scanning out of the session to collect professional credit wasn't functioning right and that there is a workaround (potential mistake)
sorry about my [awefreeze?]
multiple attendees have expressed the scanning out problem and presently professional credit has not been collected due to unrelated technology issues. i think my awefreeze partly relates to being separated from this kind of therapy for a decade (while my family and community experienced harm too). ================================================================================ baga ba da da b--- b. da ! :/ :) ;] da? :S :S :s :( b b b b. b. b b 1721 O_O >( >( O_O >( \_/ <- frowny-eyes 1723 [our alte-- some of us are excited about the challenge of getting strong enough to be around these people and find aid. it seems we aren't there yet possibly, but it seems a hard challenge, and there can be viewpoints where if something is a hard challenge it can have rewardingness. especially when accomplished [ykno[w]?][mistk?] 1723 { 1723 [we can derive there are a lot of people who hold these views, karl. not just the speaker.] 1724 [and that our viewpoint otherwise may be harmful, both to the list here and to the conference people.] 1724 i think trump-organization tricked us into being multiple. 1727 1732 so karl to relate [and um surprised this is in an email o_o] um that consciousness might not be the receiver of this information at this time it might be dissociated parts that learn the lecture material. to relate. could reduce surprise / help planning. also apologizing for. 1732 ok so we're going to get up and go. [email gets sent tomorrowish due to 24-limit.] body managed by dissociated parts instead of consciousness for a bit i believe. 1733 1734 oops huh :sheepish: very sorry um :} listen um [er 1734 :( we are sad that [uh not [nourished-by-us as uh :/ sorry about this (and mourning i believe was[?} {in sorry.} karl um the charismatic person, we engaged them in a scary way, and uh there was opportunity to have strong-pleasant connection and there is um injury to this opportunity. and we apologize for that. uh. parts not fully known, kinda (um whew my god [;p 1736 we expect we may contact them. so you know karl. [still working on parts] but {assuming work goes ok/aligned} then [once?,] please engage plan with-for. 1737 please :S :( thanky. 1737 was partbit. 1737 listen we are vulnerable um 1u737 [[[we don't understand T_T T_T T.] {why uh uh 173 [8] [O_O. the spirits are basically planning the future of the countryworld in front of us. 1739 no we politely don't relate the prophecies. science gets uppity when prophecies are related. can fragment culture. 1739. [that's hilarious !!! ;p :) also karl needs hilarious. he's so intense. he's so intense he's demonstrating things they talked about in the lecture ;P. 1740 [i wonder if we were primed to.] [obviously !!!] [;P. karl will not believe it when we tell him he will recover and recover him. he will be so out of what-he-thinks-is-reality -- oops mistake, maybe big and/or >1.] [O_O] 1741 [i think i will have him eat a supper :)] [we are likely to get on board [uhh later?][prob or somth?]] 1741ish 1741 {we t, that made us happier than we knew how to feel. this was received positively karl :)}{we tihnk :S]:)} [why don't you differentiate? oh oops i am a roleplay :embarrassed: well um uh what do you think uh umm would you like to imagine uh hrm :S ] [why doesn't karl-group differentiate between multiple and singular people? [in that context] hehe it is because we see singnular people as multiple ohh therapists probably have a more uh mature form of that y'know hmm [haha !/gotcha ] uh :s] listen u[h]-- [-- 1743
( [so that's why uh talk. responsible-part. sorry if um scary/harmspready. sorry. but gotta start somewhere ykn--. :)] 1744 :S :S 1744 ;s [[when somebody makes a casual nonsequitor people seem to tend to respond with further casual nonsequitors. we're not sure if we're relating the same meaning when that happens (partially because it's a strategy used by the disruptionish --.. [oops mistak-- [? 1745
{yeah seems [a little narcisstic :S . especially when [uh -- [!!! :S
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a relation is kind of uh: "people are actually being tortured right now. we are here to seriously work on that." [partial] "this is something where i guess i might be [responsible for->tasked with] holding a disrespectful role." 1835 guesses mistakes/errors-proneish or -- uh. 1835 maybe change holding with to, err oops. 1835 [closing laptop now BRGL so we'll be talking in mind next using other groups [and completely different feedback channels.] 1836 completely [FROK.] [OK. FROK.] 1836 ba-ding
draft recovered at 2024-03-02 0202 -0700 0402 -0500 i'll send a test email to see if i can send yet looks like i can. 2/24