It's a sorry existence, but if I didn't kill the people named by pro2rat@yahoo.com.au, he might name me.  So, to protect my own life, I have been collecting his bounties.

I have murdered about 20 people for pro2rat@yahoo.com.au now, and the number is growing.

It's hard to kill a person.  They're vividly alive in front of you, and then they just lay there, unmoving.  There's a sense of something just being so incredibly wrong, and of there being no way to undo what just happened, and how incredibly serious it is.  You get hard.  You learn to ignore a lot of your feelings, and keep on going.

i've been wondering if I could use this new skill in some way to benefit society, somehow.