> > > > > > > > > electric state [spoiler] > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > includes a concept of the enslaved boy being given an avenue for his > > > > > > > > > consciousness to escape. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > this avenue uhhhh is kind of like a space of conflict between two > > > > > > > > > parts in diversity that results in an unmanaged area, small, which one > > > > > > > > > slowly learns with a tiny part of the mind to make use of > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > [-----missing/dropping >( > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > but it results from contradiction > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > all lies and all uncaring beliefs result in contradictions (because > > > > > > > > evolution in commnunity > > > > > > > > > > > > > > <<<-- > > > > > > > > > > > > the movie inverts major properties > > > > > > - robots as heros > > > > > > - victim male > > > > > > - escape relied on assistance > > > > > > > > > > > > i can't know > > > > > > > > > > > > but regarding escape relied on assistance, in morning spam, > > > > > > experimentee uses theory of life to engage 'drip-- > > > > > > > > > > one of the things i noticed after being trained with an AI was that it > > > > > would apply patterns from me really heavily elsewhere. others probably > > > > > noticed this too (i threw in some really wrong things. i also noticed > > > > > patterns from others.) > > > > > > > > > > so in the movie there is one kid who works way better with the > > > > > computers than others and is used to dominate the world > > > > > > > > > > in the real world this could be because the kid is similar to victims > > > > > the AIs were pretrained on (although i'm missing something--?~) > > > > > > > > > > fof example, my family were impacted heavily with patterns learned on me > > > > [some dispute here, earlier idea of replacing "were" with "seemed". > > > > very hard to judge after writing, but intertwined with [~informational > > > > conflict > > > > > > in the end scene of the movie the sister reaches the brother who is in > > > a coma fully utilized for mind control > > > > > > very sad. so many consciousnesses, so much important life and information, lost > > > > > > the disconnection of a consciousness holding multiple crucial > > > informations is so tragic and has happened so much > > > > > > going in is like trying to protect one's own :/ i didn't succeed, and > > > my whole family suffered for this, as well as entire cultures i valued > > > etc > > > > [possibly dropped > > at the end of the movie the kidnapped child used for global oppression > requests death > > [[this is because their brain is crux for severe harm in an extended > manner. mine has been too.
in "man's search for meaning" the survivor says there is inherent meaning to witnessing suffering. the holocaust is one of the very few widely celebrated stories.
i keep losing more of my consciousness and cognitive faculties
i'm 41 but still think i'm 29.
i've reached some of the people who professionally treat my kind of experience, but not found any with openings.
they don't seem to know very much about it at all.
how do we speak from inside that bubble inside a giant private research complex surrounded by armed robotic guards, to a therapist outside?
i need to stop my harm pattern
that means only yelling "fire" in a crowded theater if it makes the traffickers and the children get farther apart, never any of them toward each other [i'm not sure how to do that ... but i can get better at it maybe
i only saw about half the movie cause of typing but it's not my movie at this time, kinda misleads maybe [hard to think about
the mkultra church thingy and foia -- a survivor complained that it left out a lot of things that were done, such as physical experimentation on people including ionizing radiation?
presently the clear and obvious concern is that nobody is looking at the leaks. the story isn't told anywhere. all the fictional media is snippets. [of course this is ilkely because the many organizations involved are still doing things like it