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found this 01-23 2000
01-26 1431 -0500
i am out of water and am in a hot area
13/24
i have some really strong goal conflicts, one wants to resonate with a rare community and other wants to deter psychotic/floating /body-takeover behaviors. i’m strongly funny around unexpected recent public social experience.
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we moght have fogured out some of “painting over” a horrible internal experience where parts of ( ervous system) are “replaced” by misbehaving similar things that hold more influence impact and disrespect reality and identity (and choice and tend to be aggressive and impatient …)
it looks like it’s possible it so etimes happens when a part engages something while another part refrains from doing so, and the thing of interest wires toward the engaging part and away fro. the refraining part, corrupting memories and motor skills, and producing numbness.
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