i’m scared of talking to insiders<div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">i might be scared of my consciousness sliding to something not expected, and it getting harder and harder to use my mind, while (punishments?) happen for not doing this well(?) ((we do have more things than so far described.</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">the “binding” of thoughts or feelings to experiences</div>