confession i miss saved by the bell acre of land is my favorite song of his from the spring/summer 09 toast catalog i have been laying in bed sick since monday it seems to be getting worse by the day not better i am so irritated and antsy i miss my family and i want to clean my house i really really need my bedroom to be simple and uncluttered and white for calming purposes you know what i mean what a few hours on a sunny day can do for you one more thought about best friends a few months in the life of this infertile girl all the sudden im 30 i thought id be driving a mini van full of kids and happily decorating my own home but life has shown me again that i am not in control and as i wait for more children and a sense of being settled from brora if you eat like this people will give you crap because its so not trendy anymore but if it will help a woman who would do anything to ovulate and conceive do that (and i know personally quite a few that this was the key for) then who cares what anyone says and jennifer aniston doesnt eat carbs so there cate what did you play on the computer then isnt life surprising i was laying awake thinking last night about how different my life has gone then what i thought (in a good way) and as ive been laying in my misery ive been thinking a lot about that penny and just how lonely id be if she wasnt there with me Ill show you what ive been working on soon- theyre presents and i have to give them away first have a nice monday off to the kindergarten valentines day party
