Juan certainly has Alzheimer or another kind of demency and loss of
   memory.
   ---------- Forwarded message ----------
   From: Cecilia Tanaka <[1]cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com>
   Date: Wed, Jun 22, 2016 at 8:07 PM
   Subject: Re: Hi, Boyce! (was Fwd: tor-talk subscription update)
   To: cpunks <[2]cypherpunks@cpunks.org>
   Cc: "[3]tor-talk-owner@lists.torproject.org"
   <[4]tor-talk-owner@lists.torproject.org>

   On Jun 22, 2016 7:16 PM, "juan" <[5]juan.g71@gmail.com> wrote:
   >
   >         Wow. Are you begging those shitbags, and promising to be an
   obedient sheep? Disgusting.

   I don't know Boyce, Juan.  He certainly doesn't know me too.  Also you,
   my dear.

   I have no much pride.  I don't care about "begging", if the reasons are
   important for me and other persons.

   I want to learn more about Tor Project and I want to do it using my
   real name and this personal account, because I use it for mailing and
   discussion lists.  I have lots of accounts, but this is the public one,
   the less important account.

   I hate moderation, but I was and I am moderator in several lists,
   because I am considered transparent and everybody can contact me
   easily, Juan.

   My personal convictions about avoiding moderation at any cost, in a
   recent past, had a really negative impact in one of the lists that I
   used to moderate.  A poisounous guy made a real chaos in the discuss
   list.

   It was a disaster because I knowed him in person and everybody knows I
   really liked him a lot.  I wrote several advertising messages before
   put him in moderated mode.  I never banned a person and he was the only
   person that I put under moderation until now.

   After being advertised about the moderation, he left a much more than
   2.000 persons list, who always said "love too much", and offended me in
   several personal channels, including cell phone and messengers.  I
   received dozens of cruel messages telling about my friends' impressions
   about me.

   After his disgusting messages for me, I was completely sure that I was
   right choosing to moderate him and his destructive e-mails.  I was
   protecting the readers of the list, Juan.  It was a proof of
   consideration and respect, not censure.

   A moderator can be an injust person and I already was victim of it
   several times, but the moderator role in all the lists is protecting
   them and their members.  I am a moderator and already was under
   moderation.  I know both positions.

   If you want, I can send all the references in private.  You will
   discover that I know censure and harassment in a very intimate way,
   Juan.  Lots of lovely traums to haunt me all the nights, my dear...

   Cecilia

References

   1. mailto:cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com
   2. mailto:cypherpunks@cpunks.org
   3. mailto:tor-talk-owner@lists.torproject.org
   4. mailto:tor-talk-owner@lists.torproject.org
   5. mailto:juan.g71@gmail.com