Sorry, the Piggie answered in public to my private message.  He didn't
   tell it was mine, but there were several words able of permiss to
   identify me as the sender very easily.

   It was the original message.  I was hoping the troll could discuss with
   me, in private, a better way to manage all his hate.

   I apologize everybody for this failed try and, in special, if someone
   felt, involuntarily, even more exposed or humiliated because of me.  I
   was sincere and thought that discuss the problem off-list, in this
   specific case, could be a good thing.  Sorry with all my heart.

   sea sea
   --
   "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your
   right to say it."

   ---------- Forwarded message ----------
   From: "Cecilia Tanaka" <[1]cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com>
   Date: Sep 8, 2016 4:05 AM
   Subject: [Private] Hi, dear! :)
   To: "Cypher Piggie" <[2]oinker9003@mail2tor.com>

   Hi hi, Mr. Piggie!  Oink oink!  :)

   I noticed that you don't like Juan, Zenaan and Razer very much, but you
   are disturbing the whole cypherpunks list just because of them?  Wow,
   too much!  :P

   I know these three guys can be hard sometimes, but I swear that they
   all are good persons.  I love them, Piggie.  Zenaan, a bit less, I
   confess, because he is pretty boring in some moments, but he is a good
   person too.

   Razer and Juan are awesome guys, able of stopping their works, their
   lives, for some time just to make me feel a bit better in one of the
   worst days of my life, when I was at hospital, crying a lot and feeling
   much pain and fear.

   You can't like them, but they were pretty human and kind, giving me
   their time, compassion and tenderness sincerely, in a spontaneous way,
   and I am just an unknowed Brazilian girl for them.  We never meet each
   other in person, but they were generous enough to help a desperate
   unknowed and strange girl, who lives very, very far from them...

   I am really thankful for this unexpected help and learned to love and
   respect them.  Can you understand my reasons now?  I am being sincere
   and exposing me here for complete, sincerely,  without their knowledge.

   Like me, you love and respect Jake, so you know how horrible is having
   your whole life messed because of few persons.  I learned to love
   sincerely the cypherpunks list.  I feel safe and happy here, free to
   say what I think, with no censure, with no kick-banning, with no
   humiliations.  I already had horrible, harmful experiences being
   rejected, suffering hardcore, cruel bullying in lists.  Here, I can be
   who I really am.  No lies, no masks, no labels, no fear, just me.  :)

   Jake also respects loyalty and true friendship.  Sorry, I won't leave
   you destroy my friends, dear.  I am not the best person of the world,
   but I swear I try to be, at least, a good friend and protect the
   persons that I love.

   Sorry, my dear, it isn't correct to disturb the whole cpunks list,
   because of only three persons.  If you really don't like them, just
   ignore them, please.  Use filters or make something different: - try to
   create good threads, with good arguments and discussions.

   Please, let's make together a better list, not destroy this one.  I
   promise to help to constroy a safer, better and more 'civilized' place
   for our virtual discussions.

   Kisses, hugs and take care!  Good night, sweet dreams and tender oink
   oinks for you!  <3

   sea sea  (I loved it, haha!!  <3)

   --
   "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your
   right to say it."

References

   1. mailto:cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com
   2. mailto:oinker9003@mail2tor.com