Journal, Tor Mirrors
Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
gmkarl at gmail.com
Sun Jul 23 07:17:09 PDT 2023
It's 10 AM on July 23, 2023, and I am downloading tor browser 12.5.1
at 30 KB/s from a mirror.
Here are some tor mirrors:
https://tor.ybti.net/
https://tor.eprci.net/
https://tor.zilog.es/
Today I was lucky enough to stumble on some feelings of meaning or
sacredness while driving, and I drove by a roadkill deer. I'm parked
near where I saw it, now.
As I mention every moment, I've experienced strong political influence
to build alternate behaviors in me counter to my own views. I believe
in animal rights -- I see animals as sentient. But my
genocide-inducing alternate identity does not. It's very very very
hard to give respect to animals by the road.
I used to give tobacco when I saw a dead animal, and give it a
personal ritual of mourning.
Somehow, seeing the large dead deer, while recently having held
meaningful thoughts, I was able to engage these ideas again.
I thought of [handling inhibs :/]
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